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Eudæmonia

I am being pursued by a demon.
It reproaches my scowls
and rebukes my scorn
It tells me not to hate
those who are hateful
It tells me everybody worries
why they are nothing like everybody else
It tells me to love first
rather than daring others to love me
It tells me I will have to square accounts
either sooner, or later
It tells me I am not broken
only so so weary
It tells me what I want
is more more more life
It laughs at my sorrows
telling me to laugh along
It tells me I can take far worse
and that I will
It wakes me in the night
to show me visions
of unlikely futures
It tells me it is within my power
to save my own life
It plagues me
it will not let me be
this devil happiness.