Communion
I speak to you when you’re not there
I’m speaking to myself
I don’t know if I’ve seen you already
I don’t trust my eyes
I don’t know if I’ve heard you already
I don’t trust my mind
I don’t know if I’ve felt you already
I don’t trust my heart
I test you, you fail me
I leap, I fall, I leap, I fall
I reach
I reach
I listen to silence
I imagine the silence listens back
I would not trust my own proof
I’m speaking to myself again.